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it hurts.... it hurts so bad... it hurts more than it did last night... I can't even listen to one of his songs without bursting into tears... why? he wasn't even that important to me.... I think that I'm beginning to treasure him more now that he's gone... these past few days I realized that I had listened to so many songs that I didn't even knew were originally his songs... I can't listen to "You Are Not Alone"... without crying my eyes out... not to mention "Heal The World"... or "I'll Be There"...I went to the library today... to borrow again the book that I had borrowed about 6 years ago... "Moonwalk"... unfortunately, I couldn't find "Dancing The Dream", although it did appear on the computer... stupid library... >.<
I still wanna draw a portrait of him... at least try....
Maybe the fact that I lost my mom at such an early age made me more sensitive than I already was... I've attended so many funerals and memorial services that it's really impossible for me to attend one nowadays... I couldn't even go to my primary school teacher's funeral... (yeah... she was about MJ's age when she died...)
Don't worry, Michael! I'll be ok... soon...I'll SMILE! :)
posted by Aya @ 8:11 PM
1 Comments:
I always thought that going through hard times only makes one stronger. however , there are times when we feel we can't take it anymore and all hope is lost. for me , music is always a good healer , and his songs are especially god for it. we have to remember him when he was happy and keep carrying his dream for a better world . aterall , that's the message he wanted to send to all the people in the world. now that he's gone it's up to us to carry on that hope. *hugs you tight*
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